stress
i regularly work 9-12 hour days.
i very nearly failed a relatively simple EMT skill test tonight (I’ve been an EMT for nearly 4 years).
i rarely get to bed before 1am. i’m up at 7am.
i recently met an awesome girl who wants me to visit. in another state. miles and miles away.
i miss that feeling.
i have more work work to do than can be imagined. none of which i can talk about with anyone outside my team. no, not even my mother.
i have to renew my EMT cert by July.
i attend EMT class whenever possible – after work. at least once a week. for 3 hours.
i don’t see a light at the end of the tunnel until July – at which point it will all probably start over again.
i haven’t been to the city in a month.
you could say i’m a bit stressed.
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